Top Ten Stresses?

August 31, 2011: Tonight I'm just going to write and later I'll put things in a list according to most stressful to least stressful. So what am I stressed about these days?

1. I hate President Obama. Hate is a strong word.
2. I wish I could either heal and be a normal healthy mother. Or just accept my ailments 100% and learn to work around them and find pure happiness.
3. I feel like I walk around with a storm cloud within my countenance the majority of the time. I don't laugh enough or smile enough, especially with or at my children.
4. I still don't know if home school is the best idea. I think Jakob will learn well either way. It all just seems exhausting either way. 
5. I really want a bigger house. I want rooms with walls and doors. I want coat closets and laundry closets, and bathtubs and more then one bathroom. I want to live on ground level. 
6. I think we have too many animals. They coast money and they take time that Leif and I don't have anymore. 
7. I think I'm allergic to the kittens. I'm sad about this because they're so cute and Caleb and Leif love them!
8. I hate that JJ ate duck poop AND kitty litter today.
9. I miss Leif's frequent company and help.
10. I hate that I have piles of laundry and dishes to do.
11. I wish we had room for the foof chair.
12. I wish I was able to go alone to the libraries.
13. I wish we had money to get my hair colored every three months.
14. I wish life wasn't so expensive.
15. I wish I could control my sweet tooth.
16. I wish that I lived closer to my sister.
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18. I wish I felt normal. 
19. My spiritual wellbeing is very much lacking.

What (new) four techniques do I want to implement into my daily life?

Exercise

Yoga

Massage Therapy

Comic Relief (John Bytheway, Mary-Ellen Edmands)